I think its your low humanity esteem...

Are you plagued by implicit racism? Do you want to change? Take Luke et al.'s (2009) questionnaire and see if you need a little positive humanity esteem boost in your life.

LUKE, M.L., & MAIO, G.R. (2009). Oh the humanity! Humanity-esteem and its social importance. Journal of Research in Personality, 43 (4), 586-601 DOI: 10.1016/j.jrp.2009.03.001